yay =D
happy 200th post. LOL
i hardly ever blog in the past,
and den.....
OH WELL. =)

im soooooooooooooo tired.
no drive to study alreadi
screw eoy's man!
=.=
havent even started revising for com. humans
darn sub
ARGH


studied quite alot today.
a math,
chi
phy
fnn

im gonna continue memorizing another chapt of fnn later in the night,
and do phy again!
and late in the night do chemistry! =D

omg
i think im nuts.
darn stupid eoys.
hopefully whatever i learnt would be put in during my exams.
><
LOL

those taking N lvls tmr , jiayou! =)



OH.
my bro is a !@#$%
he broke up w his gf just cos she said he always play mahjong =S
dumb piece of shit.
ok
CIAO.
dinner time.
=)
and den off to third world to study!
DISTURBANCE.
omg.
i want to die.

CRAP.
wad am i doing online.
ok, im going off to study NOW.
distractions!!!!
ARGH.
i want to slp
ok,
no
i shall not
[CONTRADICTS]


a math kinda , suck.
=X
woops.
yea.
10 more days til i die.
BLAH.
the worst bday ever.
thanks stupid person.
and stupid sch.
=S


all rightss.
no emo-ing over stupid stuff!



DAYTONA AND BUMPER CAR.
not funny lor.






I WANT TO PLAY CRAZY TAXI....
shhhhheeeeeeeeshhhhhhhhh.

wad the shit.
ARGH.
i feel as though im rotting time away even though i did so much stuff.
GRRRRRRR.


HAH.
anw
things ive bloody shit got to finish today:
- YUYING MOCK P2
- PHYSICS [2 darn stupid chapts]
- A MATHS [ ALL CORRECTIONS, + midyr Paper]
- F&N . ARGH



how to do amaths !??!
omg.
im going crazy. ><
goner`

yea
i wanted to blog just now
but ended up practising secret score
><



waipo,
i love tt song .
sweets.

sharon concluded tt: jay cant sing
he can onli rap
haha



today's eng paper was cool
i mean, its like almost the topic tt we were talking the whole night.
LOVE.
=X
wts is wrong with these teachers???
like, is the setter super lacking in love and passion?
omg.
=S
LOL
well
compo was a lil screwed.
i wrote the same topic as grace.
oh no,
and we're gonna see who score higher. =(
die.



oh well
after sch,
went home,
slacked.
yes,
really slacked,
slpt until 7,
den watch tv,
and den do work,
and now im blogging
blogging really takes up time~


eh,
HOI. take care.
sigh.
i wish i could be there right beside u .
oh WELL.
><


so i guess.
nth's happening in my life.
argh
i misssssss........
E MATH. =(
i wanna do e math. instead of the other subs. =(
=((((((((((((((((
[shruggsssss, pulls a long face]
ah well. =X
study time,
byeeeee!

rawr.
eng paper was good i guess.
=D


HOI YOU!
TAKE CARE can anot? =(
meow.
misses`




rawr.

dumbdumbdumb.
okay, stupid.

things ive gotta finish by 0000hrs tonight:
- F & N
- E MATHS MOCK PAPER [chij tp]
- A MATHS P2 MOCK
- C.H SEQ question [wts.]
- PHYSICS PAPER , 20 MCQ.
- STUDY FOR MY fav SUB, F & N



ok,
and i just came home from sch.
damn tiredd,
screw those forum talks!
=X
blah.



i should..
go and bathe,
slp,
have tuition,
and den do all those stuff listed above.
darn.
BYE WORLD.








and , shit.
we've got normal boring lessons tmr.
ARGH.
=( pek chek




happy 17th birthday darren!
may u and joe last ! =D

disappointed.

im very very very very very tired.
i dont know why am i doing so much
Argh.
*gives up*





anw,
IM HAPPY THAT IVE GOT A GDFREN!
=D
whees.
<33 gdfren!
hahaa.
YAY
going taiwan w him,
SHUANG
hahhaa=P
whhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeees <333








i wished pig was still in our sch!
den he can still teach me math ! =(
i miss pig!!
=(





i so LOVE exams.
=)
yayness.
study
study
study

GONE FOR NOW`
happy mid autumn fest! =D

,
do u even bother how am i doing in school?
no i guess not.
goner`



chickentan improves real quick! '
COOL.



ARGH.
this is NOT the time to get emo.








honey,
take care.
i will still listen to u..





u know,
WTH should i even bother w u ?
argh
i dont know wad im doing anymore.









NO DRIVE.
omg.
i need to study
peace`

bye

hah,
teaching a chicken how to play piano is really tough.
haha,
cos chicken has onli 3 fingers.
WOOPS.
=D


just did some personality thing.
hahaa,
my priorities: Love, Family, Career, Money, Pride
omg.
=X
u're someone ill nv forget..
yongmei is my true friend!
joyce is someone i really love!
Li-en is my twin soul,
Winfield is someone ill rmb for e rest of my life
=/
blah



today's lesson in sch were like shit.
crap tt stupid tcher.
u cant expect us to score if we didnt study kk..
walao.



meow.
meow
meow
i need to slp and den bathe.
ahhhhh.

im trying hard to be so nice,
just to pls u
but,
instead,
im being hurt.
thanks alot for ................................



shit,
dumb.


AHHHHHH
GRACE U TOOT,
fotos,
i want fotos.
yea.
we went to wm today,
hahaa.loads of laughters,
i realise,
i can nv be emo whenever im w joyce, grace, pf.
=D
loves.


came home,
somebody msged me abt some stuff.
got super pissed.
oh well.
dumb shit.



YAY.
i love math math math.
=D
must get my A.
i mean,
YES.
my AAAAAAAAAAAAA.
=DDDDDD

gone for now.bye

feel so dumb.
blah.
easy questions dunno how to do.
diff, also dunno how to do.
HOW.
omg
im gonna freak out soon

haha, thanks eug! =D
my dear piggy snir! =)
loves<333s



we did june 2007 o lvl p1 today
quite proud of myself =D
but,
cannot be complacent.
i still suck at math
but im loving it more everyday.
=D



chicken tan shihhan
take care of ur health lah,
u toot.
=X
play abit today then sore throat,
HAHA.
i KNOW why
cos of the mango tart.
HAHAHA.
=PPPPPP
whees.



my nose very itchy.
someone has been talking bad abt me the whole day.
and i keep sneezing.
=X
meow.


LOL.
jonathong go cut rui's hair today,
SO KUKU
=X



clara choo chang name le.
she changed it to :
surname: cheng
name: monica
those guys out there, dont be so bian tai, wanna touch her butt.
=X
nvm if u dont get it.
but, yea.
great laughters =)



chiong studies!!!!!
i was glad u were there,
when i needed someone to be there badly.
thank you =D
ure much appreciated.
love ya!
=)
take care of urself too! =D

God,
help me to become the person u want me to be,
and guide me through ur ways.
God, pls continue to help me in whatever i do.
and bless all the pple around me to have good health and strength to continue studying.
i trust in u still, Lord.
Amen.

ok, bad day today too.
its the first day,
normally pple pms,
but i get high!
OMG.
=X
wad a freakkkkkkkkk.


during P.E,
peter asked us to play his version of rugby,
super lame,
haha,
so joyce, pf, grace, serena, zhen, and me decided to play our own game w tt ball.
haha.
yes,
i got hyper.
den , the nxt lesson was....MATH
HAH,
our fav tcher not here,
but everyone still very happy,
ye, the whole class was super quiet doing the fhss paper 1.
it was easy..
yea.
hah,
mdm chang wasnt here = 2 hrs of FREE period.
wahaha,




wah,
i was embarrassed today=X
yes,
really embarrassed,
but, oh well . THANKS! =D
gees.




after sch, went up to band rm for briefing. yupyup
heartening to see my jnirs again!
=D
ultimate SELFISHNESS OF UR WHOLE SECTION.
DEPRIVING OF THE OTHERS
THINK OF OTHERS FIRST LAH.



took the same bus as neighbour.
haha,
managed to sneak a shot of him.
HAHA.
ok,
toot lah, peilong!
chem also fail.
=X
hahaa.
dunno ask ME lah.
hahaha,
=D
he's super lame.
><



AH.
i wanted to post pictures=X
but,
stupid blogger thing wont load.
dumb.
forget it,
shall go catch a slp, and den time for tuition.





i so cant agree tt life's so much better without you.

yes,
i feel dumb =.=

stupid albert,
full marks for p2 e maths,
so difficult can
maybe ur brain is only set to the mood of,
doing difficult questions,
till u dont even noe how u lost ur 2 marks overall,
=.=
ur 2 marks went to the vectors!!!!!!
okay,
my class pple were laughing at u ,
but TOO BAD.


anw,
yes,
p2 e maths was very very horrible.
oh well..
chinese too.
yes,
i suck at chinese.
no,
but.
I TRIED MY VERY BEST FOR CHI LIAO LOR.
tmd.
give me such shit results,
how to take o lvls..
zzzz.



no mood.
oh well.
i just came back frm lunch w cla, qi, hao, han and rui.
=.=
yes,
we ate ZHU. [meat ball]
rui looks super funny in his uniform lah..
toot toot one.
hahaha.


okok,
sad.
byeeee

dumb

dumb

dumb









i feel dumb









yes,\
uh oh.
mingbao's mom just passed away.
stupid dengue fever.
ye,
pple, take care.




its no joke









im feeling very hot now,
feels like im gonna fall sick.









lets trackback
ytd,
we had lessons,
combined humans, we did SBQ.
chem, we got back our commontest and titration =D
math, go and die.
during fnn, as usual we had our free period,
i saw ms ong, and she told me my chi compo marks.
=.=

ok,
i was expecting much higher.
go and die.



we took class photos too,
there.

omg, since when did i tuck in my shirt t.t

































i like this photo,

its my com's desktop pic.=D
BE HONOURED U GOON.








































she insists tt i have a spastic face,

screw u

LOL































messy messy hair,

omg.

<33>

YiLian, me , joyce =D

yes,

i love 4/6

tt's US.

emo-ed the night off.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKI!

my bro's gf's bday.

yea,

no fotos =.=

we celebrated last night at 0000hrs.

=D

i love swensen's mango ice cream cake.

<33.

short convo btwn youmeng and me:

ym: eee, mango where got nice

me: this one nice lah!

ym: chocolate nicer..

me: eee, not nice =X [gives tt face]

ym: i tot kids nowadays like chocolate?

me: [GIVES TT FACE] imNOTakid=D

blah

bad night.

i dont know why im feeling this way

or i dont know how come im reacting this way

stab those words.

rip them apart,

i dont like it.

im sorry

and i had to end my night sadly,

and start my morning w a quarrel with my mom.

pisses pple off.

and den scolding frm my dad

[my dad hardly scolds me]

yes.

feeling all like shit now.

no mood to study for physics AT ALL.

i really dont wanna lose you.

=( misses the old times.

suck,
my results suck,
and wth.
im trying dam hard to understand stupid darn stuffs which i dont understand.
wad the shit.



yes,
i must score in chem,
i shall not let ms tian down,
yes.
screw titrations!
anw,
did titration in chem lab,
yes.
kinda easy today,
oh well.
SPA in a few wks time..
...





and..




the greatest news to have:
F&N EOY EXAM ON my BIRTHDAY.
wad the shit.
okay,
all the more i shall wish for very good results.
and then on my bday,
i have to study for phy + chem
wad crap.
shit timetable.
yes,



stupid a math.
yes.
im lagging.
and
emaths,
WHAT?!?!?!
blah.
shall get prelim results nxt wk..
oh yea..
so NOT interested to know.
realised i made a lot of mistakes,
and many not knowing how to do.
blah.
oh well


id rather be left alone,
knowing tt u hardly care.
omg,
not the time to get emo.
DAM.

math sucked.
everyone's complaining difficult. f.
dam.
seriously. yes. DIFFICULT.
even dearest jo said it was difficult.


ok,
i know nuts about the tax payble income shit,
and that trigo weird question.

careless mistakes i realised,
my no. pattern,
i cock eye can?
shit.
whole no. pattern question wrong.
DAM.
paper 1 was in fact not very easy,
it was just, average.
paper 2 was @!#$%^&%$#!@ difficult.
to hell with whoever set this paper.
BLAH.
gonna do badly for prelims,
nvm
BYE
im gonna study.
dont disturb.



chi tuition later.
then im gonna do chinese compo given by laoshi ytd,
and then do maths.
wad math shall i do??
mock papers?
YES.
mock papers shall it be.
=(


math sucked,
i love maths =D
omg,
dam contradicting.
wad the shit am i talking about.
=.=

AHHHHH.
blah,
ok,
if u wanna know wad happened today,
read honey's blog!
=D
haha,
i taupok-ed grace,
w the video.
omg.
so no face can.
yah, i was super tiredd.
it feels as though i did nth much.
but oh well.



chemistry is killing
i so LOVE not redox, rate of rxn, and energy changes.
hahaas.




rawr.
ytd was zhao lin's bday, plus kaiyi's[han's nephew] bday.
so we went over to han's place to celebrate.
it was.. fun i guess.
first time zhao lin so sweet sia~
after celebration he msged me and thanked me .
"sweet" RIGHT.=.=
well, he said he was surprised tt we bought a cake for him,
YAY.
=D
though we did nth much, just talked and ate,
yah, it was fun.
and watching the guys play their crocodile.
=.=
jon always get caught,
=.=
ZZZZzzzzzz


han super kuku,
asked him wad his 3 yr old nephew liked,
he told me power rangers.
yes,
power rangers was it.
so, joelle, gh and i went to buy this waterbottle power rangers thing.
-------
skips.
-------
when we opened up kaiyi's cake...
we saw......
SPIDERMAN.,
oh wait.
i cant rmb
was it spider or super?
should be spider..
yes.
den we stared at chicken tan, zzz
tell us wrong stuff.
ZZzzz
no wonder kaiyi dont wanna talk to me lah.
ZZZZZzzzzz
dumbdumb=X



ah well.
cheer up =)
dont think so much!



stupid otis.
barkbarkbark.
one day i shall go and disturb u .
peilong's dog lah,
so noisy=.=



having my monday blues now~
zzzzzz
dread dread dread.
omgosh =(



i really do miss you

hah.
remember nicole OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ?
haha,
my direct horny senior.
LOL. gees.
i still do miss her kk!
=D
all the best for her As!=)





anw.
my mood did get better today,
puifun came over to study,
and eat mac.
=.=
hahaas,
yes,
studying w her is really cool.
she asks u weird questions,
which u can definitely find the answers!
=D



and then,
talking to gracey abt ur stuffs,
will make u happy =D



HAH
she told me smth great,
HAHA.
u deserve it my dear =)
LOL
too bad.

so have u ever tried understanding how i felt?
do u know?
are those really words from the bottom of ur heart?
im really beginning to doubt everything.
some said, dont trust.
but,
ive always regarded u as......
sigh,
am i wrong this time?


if i hadnt had asked...
i wouldnt have known...
if i hadnt come online...
i wouldnt have seen...


i shouldnt have probed into it and ask,
now im feeling much worst,
and none of u really bother i guess.
if ure feeling guilty now,
i have nothing to say.

i seriously thought those things we've said when we went out tgt will last,
friendship forever???
sigh.

this is another cycle,
im lost.
i dont wanna lose u all..


am i just being used?
or am i just ,
rubbish.


okay,
whatever.
ure still my friend.
i miss those days.

uh yea?
bad day.



i had 3 bad dreams in a night
how "nice" huh.

blah.

had 2 tuitions in a row,
yay.
i finished cedar girls p2 today,
and im gonna continue to study fnn tonight!
yes,
study,
serious.








stop being so unreasonable lah.
forcing me to do stuff which i DONT like
get it?
DONT.
i dont aim to go to some top jcs,
neither do i wanna gain whatever thing.
so STOP forcing me.
crap.
POS.




u made the rest of my day like shit.






yes.
my phone is just so peaceful today.





i missed gathering w rgp peeps!
im sorry =(
i had tuition
=(













im feeling bad enough today,
stop it.
dont try to pick a fight
im trying to step back already,
stop coming forward.



BLAH.




ok, 3 more darn days to study.
shit.
drats.


goodbye.

so what's all this about?
my whole mind is in a whirl.
i dont know how to react,
im sorry.
just blame me for being stupid k,
im sorry.
i know nth i do makes u happy,
im sorry.






wads this jealousy thing going on?
=(
sigh.





over protective?
sigh.









things i did today,
it may not seem alot
but i like peace in my home=)
i did pierce sec sch emath p2,
filed all my stuff
studied FnN,
yea.
one whole day gone just like tt.






im beginning to feel the distance btwn us.
i dont want tt to happen,
rmb we said even after we leave sch, we will..........?
sigh.
i tot it was me,
but unfortunately, its not..
its u.
=(
take care anw.

HOORRRRRRAH.
i officially finished ALL my mock paper 1s.
time to get on with life,
and do paper 2.




ok,
after getting scolded by aiman for using the com,
i went offline last night to do my emath.
geees.
so, i sat there for 3 hrs, and completed mock paper 1ssssssss.
the remaining questions which i didnt know how to do,
asked my tuition tcher today.


and then,
gees.
im in love with the cheeseeeeee lexus.
tt biscuit.
WHHEEEs.
im gonna get fat after hols




okay,
30 mins more to the end of their dam screwed SS N lvl paper.
hahaa.
hope my friends are doing well!


THE THINGS I HAVE TO DO TODAY:
1) MY CHINESE MOCK PAPER 5
2) FINISH mensuration and trigo TYS. [finishing soon!!!!]
3) get my FnN notes for EOY exam done TONIGHT.
4) pierce sec sch p2

wad the shit.
to think i thought of going to vch to watch jbf.
wadamithinkingman?!?!??!
=.=





yes.
its 4th sept today.
55days left to O lvl.
WAKE UPPPPPPP.
utter yayness.
tys, my bestfriend!



OH.
DID I MENTION
im getting a new desktop,
just a day before my emath prelim which is next wed.
HOW NICE.
ban me from the com PLEASE.
=(
rawr.












peace









i like studying at night in my room.
when my mom's asleep on the floor.
and the table lamp on my table.
meow.






rawr.
bunengshuodemimi.
i know how to play le =D
getting on to the song secret~






PIGHORSEEEEEE!
havent heard of it?
only heard of trojanhorse?
hah,
nvm lah.
noneofurbusinessanyway =D

SO WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT?!?!?!?
whatever.
spoils my mood.
go away.
so much for being nice?
wanting to hear some nice stuff?
whatever
for now.





gees,
PIGHORSE!!
LOL.


lucks to those taking SS N lvl paper tmr!! =P
yay.
hahaha.
wheees.

lol.


anyway.
yupps
im lagging behind my scheduled timetable.
how nice.